Without my horn.

amidatelion replied to your post: Hello everyone. Emotion stupidity. Ignore it.
Welcome back.

Thank you so much. I’ve missed my unicorn friend as well. :)

nonhumanquotes replied to your post: Hello everyone. Emotion stupidity. Ignore it.
Welcome back… it’s good to see you. I’m glad you survived. Your true self.

Thank you. I’ve missed you, I’ve missed a lot of people, but you and another especially.

Hello everyone. Emotion stupidity. Ignore it.

I’m back. I’ve been away for a while pretending to be someone else.
I was doing quite well.
Then I was doing very poorly.
I’m doing horribly now.
I’m not good at being someone else.

In truth, I wanted to come back when I was doing poorly at being someone else. But I was afraid.
I was afraid to see what has changed.
I don’t like change.
I was afraid that I had changed, that you wouldn’t like me anymore.

But now I’m back, with a new bag of tricks. I’m making a YouTube channel. Making videos that will only be able to be seen through this blog.

Don’t expect high quality or well thought out things.
Don’t expect me to dress up like I do for other videos.
Don’t expect me to warn for triggers.
Don’t expect me to sensor what I say.
Don’t expect anything.

If you choose to watch them, do not console. I just want to tell someone the truth sometimes. Tell someone my inner most thoughts and feelings.

Warning: talk of relapse

Sorry I’ve been so distant lately. I’ve relapsed into my Ed, and I’m relishing in it. But part of that is keeping up appearances and changing something’s around in my day. Also I mostly use my public tumblr where irl ppl are as another way to keep up my appearance. I’m sorry guys and I love y’all! After suspicion of any changes passes, I’ll hopefully be back. :)

No. You don’t get to force me to use my “rights”

That is not how this works. I have the right to be an independent woman with a corporate job. But I don’t want to use that right, so back the fuck up. I’m not anti-feminist because I want to stay at home and crochet. That is all.